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i no suitablem in love ...

2010-03-17T17:12:00.000-07:00

maybe i really no sui in love in my life .
i have my reason to think about this ..
so dont stop me ...
just let my life like that ...
is ok .. i will fine
for everything ... i feel tired
how to happy ... how to living
maybe only way is my alone to walk...
but i no scare and no fear now...
thank you with me so long ....
thank so much ....
and stop asking me why and what happen
i no going to tell everyone .
stop stop stop asking me

i so tired....

2010-02-20T10:32:00.000-08:00

almost one month ....
we break around 1 month....
we end ...
she good ...
i sad....
i cant sleep this few day ...
i going to crazy soon!!

love???fucking love

2010-02-20T06:44:00.000-08:00

you can love to other person how long ....
1 year 2 year ..
i think that can be forever
i though we can old togather ...
when i old u still smile to hold my hand
love would you feel tired....
or would you feel no and feeling ...
i dont know what is love...
i tired about love ... cause is really hurt me ....
i so hard to do everything ... in the end ...
i always get hurt about this !!!
what a fucking reason u give to other person know!!!
what the shit u did for me!!!
is because u no any feel for me !!!
fuck !!!!
i really tired !!! i really hate u ...
u said be friend ...
can .....
but have you think that what my feeling about this
is shit !!!!

raymond dont have job ..dont have place ... dont have reason to contiune to stay in singapore....

2010-02-03T09:24:00.000-08:00

so long never write my blog
yes because i dont have much time to do this
should i leaving now....
how to do...
really feel wan to die .....
feel that i no reason to stay in sg anymore...
or i only feel tired

2010-02-03T09:23:00.000-08:00

"ice_raymond@hotmail.com"

i love this song!!!so toucher

2009-05-17T09:06:00.000-07:00

suddenly feel so down .......can t sleep

2009-04-08T08:36:00.000-07:00

cant sleep .... feel so down...
maybe is my selfish roomate ..
maybe is my work no doing well..
maybe too long nvm go to crazy shopping?
maybe always raining this few day !!
maybe change shift then no enough sleep?
maybe my stupid shift chef too fucker!!
maybe i have to clean my room everyday like maid!!!!!!!!

i am human i am not angel
so sure got feel down sometime de mah...
god bless me happy forever....
bye bye.....my emo

my birthday!!!!!2009!!!

2009-04-01T09:49:00.001-07:00

this cake is more precious gift to me

MY birthday lor
too happy my birthday so forget to take more pic
but really thank for all my friend still remember my bday

all my dear friends.......

2009-04-01T09:15:00.000-07:00

so long never update my blog liao
haha
i think i have to write to my blog everyday
thanks all my dear friends !!!!put on color to my boring life!!!
i will hard working to make my life more colorful!!!

其實還愛你

2009-02-07T09:41:00.000-08:00

foolish

2009-02-03T17:23:00.001-08:00

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braces haha......wish can remove soon.....

2009-01-23T08:06:00.000-08:00

what i doing this few month....do nothing lo
casue i take out my tooth and put my braces ley
so i have to tell everyone who wan to put braces!!!! put braces is very pain !!!!!!!
dont know is happy or sad when i put braces lor
my 4 lovely tooth take out pain like hell!!!
the more bad thing is i careless loss my 2 lovely tooth lor
they alidy with me many many years ley
i really so sorry and sad to loss they ..bye bye my tooth

today why i write my blog again casue so free lor!!!
i doing night shit 1am to 9am and just find out
all they do ley
so nothing to do now lor!!!
so is best time to came favorite blog

today morning i got buy madonna
afternoon go with des des buy kfc
nighttime go with sam sam buy buger king lor
hahaha
what happen my life all is fast food
but now also cant eat any good thing lor
my brace make me so pain and hurt me everyday
so wish can remove soon la bless me
!!!!!!!

CNY came soon
happppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppy !!!!!
new year everyone
hahaha

strive。。

2008-12-23T06:06:00.000-08:00

time very fast xmas caming soon
wish everyone can enjoy they xmas lor
last years xmas i said i wan to go other cold cold place to celebration
haha
but i still at sg now
how to go to other country celebration my cold xmas
go alone also feel lonely lor
nvm nvm then wait next year
29 of this month i will go to take my tooth out lor
have to take out 2 ley my two lovely tooth bye bye lor
really scare!!!
but i hope that day no pain no scare lor
bless me !!!!!!!!!!!
and also xmas soon
wish everyone merry christmas!!!!!!!

tonight ...rainning clubing till morning

2008-12-09T09:21:00.000-08:00

have been long time no blog ^^"
really so fun this few day
happy and really so enjoy

so have my way to go now
i knew what i am doing
so dont worries about me
i really ok

bye bye^^

sck..... really.....boring..

2008-12-06T08:47:00.000-08:00

sck we all go to 新旺 :P lor
still take pic wor so boring la
i really busy this few week lor
no time no time really no time lor

really tired...

2008-11-13T08:23:00.000-08:00

i really tired this few day.. dont know why
tired tired and tired ....
got many thing to do

my friend birthday soon
i will make one cake for he lor
so have to do

see someone in kitchen no happy to see her
and today really so down
no matter how hard i do my life is also same

strong a bit la
raymond
okok
bye bye

my dear friends

2008-11-08T09:36:00.002-08:00

my happy life

2008-10-27T19:34:00.000-07:00

this is my operation my feet pic lor see how serious my feet
haha but now ok liao
F1 i have go but is go to working lor boring

and hong kong trip
so fun and happy my money all gone hehe the thing there really too expensive

when back to working all the kitchen new now

so bye bye ....my holiday

next.i wll plan to do

2008-10-22T08:44:00.000-07:00

after i recover
i plan to,,
go gym everyday keep my weight till 60kg
i think i really have to keep fit now
haha really fat a bit lor ...

practice my piano eveyday
i love my piano
my teacher everytime remindful me exam caming soon
and when i really very good to play piano..
i can help they.haha we said wan be a band mah

go shopping or travel with my best friend
really boring this 2week at home
so had already meet sam and xiaowei go kl on nov

i change my plan ,
i plan to open cafe in kl ...
but dont know when la no so fast
after kl -jb-sg-chian-hk-all the world haha... dreaming...

really so relax this 2week
stay at home to rest...
tonight maybe is my last night mc sad till wan to cry ....so fast
because havent rest enough haha i am lazy man
but still have go back singapore to working
after working all the thing turn to the same

1.clear my room everyday
2.da bao everyday
3.working everyday
3.take trip everyday

lucky still have my good friend stay with me lor
even sometime he make me angry
okok... i am good man ...so forgive him

bye bye

James Blunt - You're Beautiful

2008-10-12T05:39:00.000-07:00

LOVE THIS SONG .....^^

especially

2008-10-11T05:57:00.000-07:00

finally operation
rest at home sit my desk
sudden, no more thinking for anyone else
the suffered more than happy..

i can feel one who love me deeply
i knew sometime i am wrong
its was not that i did not love you
its was that i expected too much of you

is time to wake up now
maybe i not good ...
i really can feel it...

mistaken let we meet
but never take you for me
i try laugh every day to everyone
i have hurt too much , too much

bye bye
^^"

busy ley after F1

2008-09-30T09:52:00.000-07:00

sorry .....no time to blog
so busy this few day
tomorrow i will go hong kong

so i will finish all the thing soon
all the new friend meet at F1
isaid wan to add they in my msn and friendster
but i also didnt add they
so tomorrow ..... may to do
hha

okok
bye bye

my funny friends

2008-09-22T10:04:00.000-07:00

hahaha
so fun today

pudding , ah chong, xiao long stanley and me....

because really too full
so i shares drink with pudding

and take this vagueness pic haha

but now so tired

so good night ...
F1 coming soon

bye bye

半情歌

2008-09-20T16:30:00.000-07:00

fade

2008-09-19T19:20:00.000-07:00

fade...............
i should choice this story run end like that
cause....everything will fade
i dont know this is true or false
maybe some of the thing really cant...aspiration
let end at here
let fade

haha

bye bye

moon u are so beautiful today

2008-09-14T08:36:00.000-07:00

perhap feel so good today
i so enjoy my simple life now
still enjoy it
dont wan to change anymore
...
next month will busy lor
brave!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

brave more!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

dont worries too much
this is ur puissance

my colleague

2008-09-14T08:25:00.000-07:00

thought..

2008-09-11T07:35:00.000-07:00

if u feel tired
u should take a breath at the moment
to enjoy what is life..what ur need..how beautiful our world

i really tired now..
i need rest.
so.....
relax my life is too tight...
thank you u teach me about this

so....relax now....
i back...thank you....

bye bye

fly away

2008-09-09T17:21:00.000-07:00

i really clear what about u talk me

nvm nvm
slow slow
wait wati

i have to more confidence
i wan fly away this place
bye

my life is brilliant
i will start busy on Nov till next year
piano piano!!!! i love !!

busy lor.......................................jia you...
face the truth
i will never be with you
bye bye

^^ derrick

2008-09-09T06:38:00.000-07:00

nothing ...make it ok

2008-09-08T06:22:00.000-07:00

everything so fast
so i have to hold the time now
piano piano
i love music...
got lesson on friday
so happy can go the learn again

if someone wan to leaving you
what u going to do
1. sad at home---waste your life
2. waiting---how long??
3. miss everyday-- maybe before few month

my life is brilliant
keen going to do what you want to do
face the truth!!!!!!!!!!!!!
sad... fear all bye bye
you will be better

bye bye bye bye

pudding in the kitchen do chocolate

2008-09-07T09:08:00.000-07:00

my favor song 17

2008-09-02T09:55:00.000-07:00

my 17 favor song
when I feel lonely
always listening …………………
1. because of you
2. your song
3. how do I live
4. don’t make my brown eyes blue
5. more than words
6. endless love
7. smoke gets in your eyes
8. I am not in love
9. hello
10. words
11. what becomes of the broken hearted
12. you don’t have to say you love me
13. you are everything
14. unchained melody
15. save the best of last
16. you are beautiful
17. when you are gone

2008-08-30T05:06:00.000-07:00

What Raymond Tan Peng Wah Means

You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.

You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.

You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.

You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.

You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in.

You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising.

You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care.

You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated.

You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want.

You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way!

You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.

You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.

At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.

You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.

You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You are balanced, orderly, and organized. You like your ducks in a row.

You are powerful and competent, especially in the workplace.

People can see you as stubborn and headstrong. You definitely have a dominant personality.

You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life.

You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home.

You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble.

You are influential and persuasive. You tend to have a lot of power over people.

Generally, you use your powers for good. You excel at solving other people's problems.

Occasionally, you do get a little selfish and persuade people to do things that are only in your interest.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.

You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.

At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life.

You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone.

Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs.

You are very charming... dangerously so. You have the potential to break a lot of hearts.

You know how what you want, how to get it, and that you will get it.

You have the power to rule the world. Let's hope you're a benevolent dictator!

You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.

Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.

Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

when you are gone

2008-08-29T08:21:00.000-07:00

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
And when you're gone
The words I need to hear
To always get me through the day and
make it ok
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you
I love the things that you do

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
And when you're gone
The words I need to hear
To always get me through the day and
make it ok
I miss you

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were, yeah yeahhh
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I do, I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe
I need to feel you here with me, yeah
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone the face I came
to know is missing too
And when you're gone
The words I need to hear
will always get me through the day
and make it ok
I miss you
幸福总是消失的很快

slow ah slow ah slow ah.....

2008-08-28T07:41:00.000-07:00

today nothing happen
just go gathering with my friend for dinner
actually feel beter today but suddenly sick again
tired and tired after i have to go sleep
tomorrow still a lot for thing to do
bye bye
.....
my friend he can play piano and sing so great
u are great..really great!!!
haha okok

all the thing no really is true but moment is beautiful
so i love this song you are beautiful..haha..happy that day lor

2008-08-27T09:17:00.000-07:00

i sick again.....again

2008-08-27T08:47:00.000-07:00

so blank now.....maybe i sick .... why alway sick sick sick
dont know suddenly i feel i getting fat now
i wan to be better
this is good to me
i wan shuai more
i am serious this time
bless me................!!!!!!!!
so i think i have to keep fit now
so what can i do.... all my friend help me
no take me go to eat kfc anymore
no more oily

so what can i do??
1. no eat...maybe dead.
2. do yoga ... haha funny lor but i might try can go with wenxi
3. go californiaa.... too tired go everyday
4. swimming.... too cold
i wan shuai shuai haha
but because of u i will do lo haha
bye bye

lazy

2008-08-21T19:01:00.000-07:00

getting lazy this few day
pluck up!!!!!!!

can be like that any more
many thing havent finish yet
so dont think for other

i will be fine

then bye bye all the unhappy happen to me
pluck up!

bye bye

my condition

2008-08-20T08:55:00.000-07:00

pain!!!!
my toe get hurt so i have to go operation

went to SGH check my pitiful toe today
then the doctor said

you have to operation soon to solve the problem

suddenlly i blank in my mind
when the doctor talk to me i just answer to doctor..
o...o.... o...o... yes ... yes ...yes...em em em.. ok ok
ai you
now so fear lei...
didnt asking all the detail
but also happy...after operation will be fine

bless me

bye bye

birthday..wor

2008-08-17T07:37:00.000-07:00

15th is derrick pudding birthday ..

oh... he so old now
haha

me younger than him..
happy 24th birthday
i only 21 lor...haha and also my birthday havent came yet

so i only 20
haha
sheng ri kuai le

^^bye bye

my pet lisa act dead....haha

2008-08-16T08:45:00.000-07:00

my lovely dog lisa
haha
she is very funny when i act shoot her
she will act dead

my wonderful day

2008-08-14T08:35:00.000-07:00

after working today

i rush to go to helping my friend they do the charity cookies
really worries they cant make it

but i think i worries too much
because they can do better that me

so ...i so shy they call me teacher or chef
haha
they are really nice ppl

so i really wish this charity can be perfect
bless all for you must succeed
haha

okok

ps... that day i too rush haha
i wear like chichen rice packman

okok bye bye

i leave my piano very far

2008-08-11T08:24:00.000-07:00

dont know why busy and busy and busy
tired and tired and tired lor
haha
...
then...go ktv
haha
alidy tired but still wan to go with they
because i love to go out with they
they are fun!!!!!!

i really need rest
i cant take it anymore
i wont go to any way tomorrow

be good boy stay at home
play my piano

bye bye

ps....haha the cake (derrick^^"--he other cute cute name >pudding) said have publish 联合早报today
happy
haha

heaven knew

2008-08-07T20:10:00.000-07:00

never blog chinese here

f i r s t

可能是我停下來了
所以
您要我做得更好
您把她帶我身边
在让她離開我
您让她把色彩告诉我
把开心帶給我
我知道了快乐
把我悲伤都帶走時
再让他离開我
您….

給我成長給我力量給我勇敢
給我更多的更多你让我認識更多

你让我知道我不可以在等待
你让我知道生命的真
過我的生活

my two sexy ass friend

2008-08-03T10:09:00.000-07:00

this two is my good friend derrick and stanley
we go to see movie that day the movie mummy
and also we go to buy pig

but small one all finish
sad
but i have to go to learn piano
only see movie and kfc
then i rush to go learn olidy

haha
fun movie
haha

my sunday dinner with rendy

2008-08-03T08:46:00.000-07:00

haha
today
so i meet my friend out of movie and dinner
ha...
then u know what movie we saw
money no enough2
haha
really funny
after we go dinner
actually we wan go to eat what fish shop ???? i dont know
but we go there (r)said
close lor maybe food not nice no business so closed
sad haha
then.... go to eat very spicy chicken+ rice

really spicy lor only try little ............feel my mouth so hot olidy
so i have one happy sunday

wish everyone happy happy forevere

bye bye

my sky

2008-08-03T08:26:00.000-07:00

my sky

still raining

hha...

dont know

when ......

can be

reconvert

wish sky

u alway nice and pure

bye bye

i sick

2008-07-23T09:09:00.000-07:00

today sick fever
then at the noon time before i working i go see doctor

doctor said:
7DAY 7 thing i have to do

1。cant eat piquancy food
2. cant sleep late that 8 hour
3. eat more vitamin c fresh fruit like ...kiwi ..pawpaw
4. no online late ...because have to sleep early rest more
5 .cant do any exercise for this 7 day
6. cant eat any fry food
7. no cold drink and cold food

then all of you know lor
this 7 day i no life liao...
haha
nvm i will take a good rest at this 7 day

haha
bye bye

soon to sleep

2008-07-22T10:40:00.002-07:00

they ask me what i alway to do
sleep lor

really tired today
so
haha
i wan sleep
i go swim for this few day
bao you that day see me he said
my face so dark ley
haha
but i think i still go swim
i like swim
i dont care dark or white
important is i like to swim

i also meet zao hui swim with me
haha
but i dont think i can win he
because he really like the xiao fei yu
so fast ....

this few day alway rainning and rainning lor
that day i at the lift
i hear one aunt and nuncle they talk at lift
so funny ley
the unucle said : why everyday rainnig!!!
THEN the aunt said: heaven also pitiful !!!....raining scold!!!!.....no raining also scold!!!

haha.....

i love you .....still love you
stupid
4give 4get
soon .....^^"

bye bye

soon to sleep

2008-07-22T10:40:00.001-07:00

my piano lesson

2008-07-21T09:40:00.000-07:00

my teach and good friend lol
so mysticism ha
you are the beauty gril lor dont worry

my new key board

start the class at mcdonald
then ....haha very late just at home.....lucky no raining

lol

swimming lol

2008-07-16T08:11:00.000-07:00

go swimming today really tired ...
becasuse i compete with my friend lol
who know he can swim so fast
i lost lol
tired lei wan sleep lei
good night

bye bye

ending genting trip

2008-07-15T08:18:00.000-07:00

who not at the pic.. lol
becasue she take phone to us mah

fight with stanley
michellen birthday cake
i am shuai lol

see i am so happy
at outside cool.......

xiao long and me and weixin

finish my trip at genting yesterday
haha so i have to fast to finish my blog
haha
this time genting tour i really enjoy it
take alot pic at there lol
if you wan to see can go to my friendster to find more pic over there

and also my best friend amy she going to concert today
but raining i lazy to go
at the night time she mgs me said that
is the nie concert but i not go there
so have to wait to next years lei
really really nice lei

i sudden feel so regret that
why i dont go with her lei
regret lol

but nvm la still can wait to next years mah

haha
ok
next years lol

bye bye

geting tour

2008-07-11T09:56:00.000-07:00

i go malaysia genting
on tomorrow morning lol
i should said this morning lol
because now is around 1am

haha
i dont wan sleep
but wasn't i too hight cant sleep
because i wan sleep on bus till kl haha
then i dont need to dull dull sit at bus few hour lol

haha sleep at car is my competence...
so i think sure got one good sleep tour lol

haha
bless me
got one happy holiday lol
bye bye

raining day

2008-07-11T08:46:00.000-07:00

is the raining day today
i meet ah chong go shopping at this afternoon ...
just meet and walk walk at the taka there lol
and we wan go to working
ho.......drip-drop.......raining lei
who know the sun so big still raining lei
luck ah chong have bring umbrella
hahah
then then two big guy ues one little umbrella cross the road
hahaha

er.... the pudding_(derrick)call to ah chong
sudden wan talk to me
you know what he said
haha
he said: you better change you blog and friendster that song
yue ai yue nan guo
he said listen till wan to cry wor...
i know la
haha
i will change ..but no ideal now lei
haha let me find any good song
or u wan me to sing to you

have one more day i will go to genting with my friend lol
no really wan to go
but ....how long long story lol
but will be fun mah... might fun lol..... wish be fun

ok la
i just wan to tell all my best friend about that i really nothing happen la
haha
only down down few day

haha thank for everyone
bye bye

restart

2008-07-08T17:54:00.001-07:00

what i going to said is
restart
if can....i wan
restart my life easy just like my pc

but this is hard to get right....
so i have to face of my problem

restart can only work for pc
human.....couldn't!!!!

life only can build up
i think i have the way to do
what i really wan to do ............^^"
life so messy

I have to

throw all the rubbish
make my life simple like chicken rice

only got rice and chicken

simple simple lol

raymond ……..