i no suitablem in love ...

maybe i really no sui in love in my life .
i have my reason to think about this ..
so dont stop me ...
just let my life like that ...
is ok .. i will fine
for everything ... i feel tired
how to happy ... how to living
maybe only way is my alone to walk...
but i no scare and no fear now...
thank you with me so long ....
thank so much ....
and stop asking me why and what happen
i no going to tell everyone .
stop stop stop asking me

i so tired....

almost one month ....
we break around 1 month....
we end ...
she good ...
i sad....
i cant sleep this few day ...
i going to crazy soon!!

love???fucking love

you can love to other person how long ....
1 year 2 year ..
i think that can be forever
i though we can old togather ...
when i old u still smile to hold my hand
love would you feel tired....
or would you feel no and feeling ...
i dont know what is love...
i tired about love ... cause is really hurt me ....
i so hard to do everything ... in the end ...
i always get hurt about this !!!
what a fucking reason u give to other person know!!!
what the shit u did for me!!!
is because u no any feel for me !!!
fuck !!!!
i really tired !!! i really hate u ...
u said be friend ...
can .....
but have you think that what my feeling about this
is shit !!!!

raymond dont have job ..dont have place ... dont have reason to contiune to stay in singapore....

so long never write my blog
yes because i dont have much time to do this
should i leaving now....
how to do...
really feel wan to die .....
feel that i no reason to stay in sg anymore...
or i only feel tired

"ice_raymond@hotmail.com"

i love this song!!!so toucher

suddenly feel so down .......can t sleep

cant sleep .... feel so down...
maybe is my selfish roomate ..
maybe is my work no doing well..
maybe too long nvm go to crazy shopping?
maybe always raining this few day !!
maybe change shift then no enough sleep?
maybe my stupid shift chef too fucker!!
maybe i have to clean my room everyday like maid!!!!!!!!

i am human i am not angel
so sure got feel down sometime de mah...
god bless me happy forever....
bye bye.....my emo