i no suitablem in love ...

maybe i really no sui in love in my life .
i have my reason to think about this ..
so dont stop me ...
just let my life like that ...
is ok .. i will fine
for everything ... i feel tired
how to happy ... how to living
maybe only way is my alone to walk...
but i no scare and no fear now...
thank you with me so long ....
thank so much ....
and stop asking me why and what happen
i no going to tell everyone .
stop stop stop asking me

i so tired....

almost one month ....
we break around 1 month....
we end ...
she good ...
i sad....
i cant sleep this few day ...
i going to crazy soon!!

love???fucking love

you can love to other person how long ....
1 year 2 year ..
i think that can be forever
i though we can old togather ...
when i old u still smile to hold my hand
love would you feel tired....
or would you feel no and feeling ...
i dont know what is love...
i tired about love ... cause is really hurt me ....
i so hard to do everything ... in the end ...
i always get hurt about this !!!
what a fucking reason u give to other person know!!!
what the shit u did for me!!!
is because u no any feel for me !!!
fuck !!!!
i really tired !!! i really hate u ...
u said be friend ...
can .....
but have you think that what my feeling about this
is shit !!!!

raymond dont have job ..dont have place ... dont have reason to contiune to stay in singapore....

so long never write my blog
yes because i dont have much time to do this
should i leaving now....
how to do...
really feel wan to die .....
feel that i no reason to stay in sg anymore...
or i only feel tired

"ice_raymond@hotmail.com"

i love this song!!!so toucher

suddenly feel so down .......can t sleep

cant sleep .... feel so down...
maybe is my selfish roomate ..
maybe is my work no doing well..
maybe too long nvm go to crazy shopping?
maybe always raining this few day !!
maybe change shift then no enough sleep?
maybe my stupid shift chef too fucker!!
maybe i have to clean my room everyday like maid!!!!!!!!

i am human i am not angel
so sure got feel down sometime de mah...
god bless me happy forever....
bye bye.....my emo

my birthday!!!!!2009!!!

this cake is more precious gift to me



MY birthday lor
too happy my birthday so forget to take more pic
but really thank for all my friend still remember my bday

all my dear friends.......

so long never update my blog liao
haha
i think i have to write to my blog everyday
thanks all my dear friends !!!!put on color to my boring life!!!
i will hard working to make my life more colorful!!!

其實還愛你

foolish

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braces haha......wish can remove soon.....

what i doing this few month....do nothing lo
casue i take out my tooth and put my braces ley
so i have to tell everyone who wan to put braces!!!! put braces is very pain !!!!!!!
dont know is happy or sad when i put braces lor
my 4 lovely tooth take out pain like hell!!!
the more bad thing is i careless loss my 2 lovely tooth lor
they alidy with me many many years ley
i really so sorry and sad to loss they ..bye bye my tooth

today why i write my blog again casue so free lor!!!
i doing night shit 1am to 9am and just find out
all they do ley
so nothing to do now lor!!!
so is best time to came favorite blog

today morning i got buy madonna
afternoon go with des des buy kfc
nighttime go with sam sam buy buger king lor
hahaha
what happen my life all is fast food
but now also cant eat any good thing lor
my brace make me so pain and hurt me everyday
so wish can remove soon la bless me
!!!!!!!

CNY came soon
happppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppy !!!!!
new year everyone
hahaha

strive。。

time very fast xmas caming soon
wish everyone can enjoy they xmas lor
last years xmas i said i wan to go other cold cold place to celebration
haha
but i still at sg now
how to go to other country celebration my cold xmas
go alone also feel lonely lor
nvm nvm then wait next year
29 of this month i will go to take my tooth out lor
have to take out 2 ley my two lovely tooth bye bye lor
really scare!!!
but i hope that day no pain no scare lor
bless me !!!!!!!!!!!
and also xmas soon
wish everyone merry christmas!!!!!!!

tonight ...rainning clubing till morning

have been long time no blog ^^"
really so fun this few day
happy and really so enjoy

so have my way to go now
i knew what i am doing
so dont worries about me
i really ok



bye bye^^

sck..... really.....boring..

sck we all go to 新旺 :P lor
still take pic wor so boring la
i really busy this few week lor
no time no time really no time lor

really tired...

i really tired this few day.. dont know why
tired tired and tired ....
got many thing to do

my friend birthday soon
i will make one cake for he lor
so have to do

see someone in kitchen no happy to see her
and today really so down
no matter how hard i do my life is also same

strong a bit la
raymond
okok
bye bye

my dear friends

my happy life

this is my operation my feet pic lor see how serious my feet
haha but now ok liao
F1 i have go but is go to working lor boring

and hong kong trip
so fun and happy my money all gone hehe the thing there really too expensive

when back to working all the kitchen new now

so bye bye ....my holiday

next.i wll plan to do

after i recover
i plan to,,
go gym everyday keep my weight till 60kg
i think i really have to keep fit now
haha really fat a bit lor ...

practice my piano eveyday
i love my piano
my teacher everytime remindful me exam caming soon
and when i really very good to play piano..
i can help they.haha we said wan be a band mah

go shopping or travel with my best friend
really boring this 2week at home
so had already meet sam and xiaowei go kl on nov

i change my plan ,
i plan to open cafe in kl ...
but dont know when la no so fast
after kl -jb-sg-chian-hk-all the world haha... dreaming...


really so relax this 2week
stay at home to rest...
tonight maybe is my last night mc sad till wan to cry ....so fast
because havent rest enough haha i am lazy man
but still have go back singapore to working
after working all the thing turn to the same

1.clear my room everyday
2.da bao everyday
3.working everyday
3.take trip everyday

lucky still have my good friend stay with me lor
even sometime he make me angry
okok... i am good man ...so forgive him

bye bye

James Blunt - You're Beautiful

LOVE THIS SONG .....^^